[Pc Stories] One Lost My Friends Because One Was Confused Virtually My Sexuality

Hello, I am a 17 twelvemonth sometime daughter who is actually confused most her sexuality too has self-esteem too friend issues.
I am sort of a tomboy amongst the agency I clothes too activities I enjoy.
I lead maintain never worn whatsoever makeup earlier or took assist of my pilus or mode it nicely (?)
I gauge to set it I hateful I launder it too brush it but I apparel the same hairstyle every unmarried day.
Despite this, I desire to boot the bucket to a greater extent than girly fifty-fifty though I'm non into shopping for clothes too makeup.
I don't actually know where to start..... I exclusively apparel sports bras too.

A lot of people mean value I'm a lesbian at schoolhouse because of this.
I idea perhaps I was bi-sexual or something since I've had serious man child crushes too I lead maintain idea a distich of girls were cute but I seem to survive to a greater extent than into boys inwards existent life.

In anime similar girls too non boys, I fifty-fifty similar Yuri to a greater extent than than Yaoi... I lead maintain no clue why ... it's such a weird problem.
I don't mean value i'll ever appointment individual because nobody would similar me inwards that way.
Maybe i'm straight, I'm too hence confused.
I experience similar I've lost friends because of the agency I clothes too their interests lead maintain changed.
They aren't rude most my appearance I but don't connect amongst them anymore because I barely meet them or verbalize to them anymore these days.
I'm the 1 who approaches them but they were the ones who showtime called me their "best friend" years ago.
I experience left behind, similar they made all novel friends without me because they joined choirs too accept harder course of report spell I didn't.
It's difficult for me to brand novel friends. It actually is... everyone has their piffling friend groups too I seem to non tally inwards whatsoever of them.

I panic every twelvemonth I lead maintain to detect a dejeuner tabular array amongst people to sit down with.
I regret non joining choir amongst them or taking all the AP too accelerated classes that my "best" friends did.
I experience similar they accept payoff of me sometimes because how agreement too dainty I am most things...
they unremarkably exclusively come upwards to me when they lead maintain nobody else.
I'm actually distressing too disgusted that I lead maintain this idea procedure most them
in general, it's too hence different myself, I loathe existence jealous but I but am..

The people they befriended in all likelihood don't similar me because of ugly... appearance.
They e'er but stare at me too generally ignore my existence.
I lead maintain too hence much anxiety these days amongst my time to come too everything along amongst these problems.
I've been depressed for quite to a greater extent than or less fourth dimension most it too I experience similar a nobody too is lonely.

I human activity happy too friendly to everyone at schoolhouse too my family...
but I'm non too I've had this the world of heed for the concluding iv years.
Everyone is growing up, enjoying their life but I'm too hence far behind them inwards too hence many ways.
I am non happy at all but I actually desire to be.
I experience miserable since people lead maintain to a greater extent than complicated problems but hither I am complaining most all this...


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